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my life: when not at home, constantly wishing I was at home. When at home, not wanting to do anything except occasionally sleep. When wanting to sleep, hate self for not having done stuff. Mutter from time to time about how I used to do that thing where you put words after other words.
There is way tons I should have done, much of it related to making people stupid things for Christmas (I am, at least, justified in putting stuff for UK people off til Feb), some of it related to having a genuinely pleasant job again come January, oh and there's that thing with the words. I keep hoping to be okay in another week, but then I keep going and working on my days off and did I mention wanting to start juggling two jobs again.
I am still picking at scenes most days, but text is so. exhausting, especially when it's scenes you don't like but need to be there to hold the rest of it together (this is especially silly given that 'the rest of it' isn't nearly so much a story as it is simply a fusion AU, and I should probably never have even tried to pack a framing story around the bits that I am actually invested in but I kinda felt I had to even though it is really only fragments of other things. It's like that bit in Sound Mind. Plot fascism. I should go sleep or something.)
There is way tons I should have done, much of it related to making people stupid things for Christmas (I am, at least, justified in putting stuff for UK people off til Feb), some of it related to having a genuinely pleasant job again come January, oh and there's that thing with the words. I keep hoping to be okay in another week, but then I keep going and working on my days off and did I mention wanting to start juggling two jobs again.
I am still picking at scenes most days, but text is so. exhausting, especially when it's scenes you don't like but need to be there to hold the rest of it together (this is especially silly given that 'the rest of it' isn't nearly so much a story as it is simply a fusion AU, and I should probably never have even tried to pack a framing story around the bits that I am actually invested in but I kinda felt I had to even though it is really only fragments of other things. It's like that bit in Sound Mind. Plot fascism. I should go sleep or something.)