NYE

[thene]

i've been reading all your posts, and there's very little I can say for myself in return other than that I am here(, out here, listening), and i am pretty sure i can do better next time. if you are reading this, please assume that I love you.

i still say it sucked less than 2010.



I'm a little ill, and I'm not sure whether this is the cause or consequence of my current burnout. Trying to find where I left all the pieces. I need to get writing again but am all brb drawing board and no words.

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[thene]

oh god and there was me doing social anxiety wibbles about how hard I was spamming you, I guess because you had to take a break from replying every five minutes idk. I DIDN'T KNOW ONE COULD MEET FUN PEOPLE IN THIS FANDOM AND WAS V CONFUSED okay so that may be because I was always being such a wankgasmic troll in the past /shame. (I met Nakki due to talking out loud about canon in a different fandom, ie. before I learned not to do that any more.)

ugh yes except I need a new home and I really need it as close as possible to when tax season gets going. so. I feel sicker now too, yaaaaay!

[pennie_dreadful]

Feel better. :( I hate teh sick, why does it have to fuck everything up. I have been there, trying to find a new home and a job, feeling increasingly more desperate--something is bound to turn up, just don't quit, 'kay?

I only had to take breaks from batshipping with you because, idk, I probably was at work. Sometimes I can slack off on the internet when we aren't busy, but most of the time not. :( I didn't even know another person existed who even still cared at this point--the only reason I felt comfortable posting my fic, even under a sock! was because it was such a tiny subset of the fandom, and the whole thing seemed to be withering away, anyway. And I felt pretty silly at the time because I was basically the only person posting new stuff, idk.

AND NOW LOOK AT US OMG.

[thene]

I am really not that ill, just ill enough to be fuzzed out and annoyed. I do at least have renewed enthusiasm when it comes to ruining the lives of fictional characters, though, so I appear to be writing again (or trying to).

mm, I feel more comfortable being able to sock-compartmentalise stuff to some extent, and that plus the tininess makes me feel more okay about venting my id all over the place. I really needed that this year .__.

IKROMG. Someone posted some awesome gen on AO3 today, too. oh my, I may have to get used to this.