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i'm stopping traffic
-listening to a lot of Dar all of a sudden.
-Precious has decided that it is now chilly enough for her to resume regular occupation of her self-warming throne by the window, which is to say me, and this makes typing stuff a little awkward.
-but I am nevertheless ploughing on again. My head is fuzzy and I'm not good at words today but I am at least able to grasp & express concepts, albeit terrible ones. This is not going to be fluent. But so long as I get something out now and then over the next few days I'll take it. I'm back to working on the scene with no fourth wall and no ceiling and it's going okay; am trying to be bold in terms of not holding back on ideas just because they might suck, but may have veered off into stupidly intellectually reckless - fortunately the whole point is that I DON'T CARE.
-I feel less down now; there is no reason for this, in fact less than no reason as I keep being reminded of how horribly much life costs. Will we make it? Yes. Somehow.
-I need to start running again; the lack of it is probably v bad for me, and I am more or less non-exhausted again now. It will be kinda basically starting over but hey.
-am just reading something that relates the description of Set as 'He who is pleased with desertion and hates friendship.' Never let me claim that my life does not make complete sense! Honestly I still don't know enough of Set to actually say much about it to anyone other than myself but what I do know is so incredibly bone-deep present, a name to hang on things that have always been.
Thene says:
what's that word for waves that don't happen in time with each other and am i allowed to use it in a sex scene
when did i even decide that run-on sentences are adequate for expressing sex
that was kinda a copout decision just saying
but i've been doing it for some time now i think
is it just me?
Kyra says:
brb
Thene says:
:( !
-Precious has decided that it is now chilly enough for her to resume regular occupation of her self-warming throne by the window, which is to say me, and this makes typing stuff a little awkward.
-but I am nevertheless ploughing on again. My head is fuzzy and I'm not good at words today but I am at least able to grasp & express concepts, albeit terrible ones. This is not going to be fluent. But so long as I get something out now and then over the next few days I'll take it. I'm back to working on the scene with no fourth wall and no ceiling and it's going okay; am trying to be bold in terms of not holding back on ideas just because they might suck, but may have veered off into stupidly intellectually reckless - fortunately the whole point is that I DON'T CARE.
-I feel less down now; there is no reason for this, in fact less than no reason as I keep being reminded of how horribly much life costs. Will we make it? Yes. Somehow.
-I need to start running again; the lack of it is probably v bad for me, and I am more or less non-exhausted again now. It will be kinda basically starting over but hey.
-am just reading something that relates the description of Set as 'He who is pleased with desertion and hates friendship.' Never let me claim that my life does not make complete sense! Honestly I still don't know enough of Set to actually say much about it to anyone other than myself but what I do know is so incredibly bone-deep present, a name to hang on things that have always been.
Thene says:
what's that word for waves that don't happen in time with each other and am i allowed to use it in a sex scene
when did i even decide that run-on sentences are adequate for expressing sex
that was kinda a copout decision just saying
but i've been doing it for some time now i think
is it just me?
Kyra says:
brb
Thene says:
:( !